Semper Fi Christmas

Semper Fi Christmas

By John A. Wilson

I

Was

There

When we

Fought at

Beleau Woods

I helped take

The deadly peak

Of Suribachi Hill

I held you close to

Try and keep you warm

At the Chosin Reservoir

I covered your back in the

Jungles and rice paddies as

You did your very best in Nam

I flew high cover for you above

The blazing oilfields of the gulf

Wherever you may have been, Marine

Beside you I have stood as companion

And protector, your Lord, Savior and God.

And I will

Forevermore

Momma

Momma

By John A. Wilson

For forty years now

The grass has grown

Over the man that she still loves

Her body’s now frail

Her hair snowy white

But a twinkle still shines in her eyes

Her life has been hard

Her journey so long

To see all of her children grown

With her love she raised

The six of us

Three girls, three boys and a dream

For we are her gift

To all of the world

In hope that we will succeed

To leave the world

A better place

Than it was before we came

We six are the gift

She gave to the world

And the world was her gift to us

First part of Chapter 1: Kreya of the Adenians

Kreya of the Adenians

Chapter 1

O

n a small, rocky ledge on the side of a steep mountain stood a solitary figure.  While not toweringly so, he was fairly tall with long fair hair twisted into long braids at the side and tied with rawhide strips.  His face was striking with dark, piercing eyes, prominent cheekbones and a thick moustache. A brushy beard a couple of shades darker than his hair rounded out the handsome face. The wide shoulders sloped downward a bit due to thick pectoral muscles. His powerful arms were bare except for rawhide bands tied above each bicep muscle.  The muscular chest and abdomen were covered by a deerskin vest. His buckskin pants were tucked into the top of moccasins that came almost to his knees.  From the belt around his narrow waist hung a knife with an expertly knapped flint blade attached to a handle of deer horn, and stuck into the belt was this warrior’s most prized possession.  A bronze-headed hatchet on a handle as long as the distance from his bent elbow to the tip of his fingers was as much a mark of his status in the community as it was a formidable weapon and indispensable tool. 

          This was Kreya.  He had journeyed for three days to reach this high promontory in what his people called the Southern Mountains.  From here on this little rocky perch Kreya could see the whole lush green valley that separated the Southern Mountains from the Northern Mountains.  While the Southern Mountains were substantial, they were neither as high nor as massive as the Northern Mountains.  The Northern Mountains marked the northern border of the people who lived in this land.  In the language of the people, it was called Adenia, which meant simply “our land.”  The people who lived here called themselves the Adenians, or “people of the land.” The Adenian people knew of only three trails through the Northern Mountains and it was seldom that any of the people ventured through them.  As far as the Adenians were concerned the people that lived on the other side of those mountains could stay where they were and the Adenians would stay in this, their land. 

          Kreya had come to this spot for a reason.  He had carried in his pack enough food for the journey here and back.  He planned to be here on this little shelf of rock for at least three days, but while here, he would not eat at all and would drink only sparingly from the bison bladder that held his water.  This little ledge had been used for more generations than the tribal elders could remember whenever an Adenian needed to commune with the spirits of the ancestors. 

The ledge was about three paces wide and two good steps from the mouth of the little cave at the back of the ledge would send you over the edge of the high cliff that dropped almost vertically several hundred feet. Standing at the edge of the cliff, Kreya could see almost all of the valley below that would take a man five days to walk across.  Somewhere off to his right, Kreya knew, was the summer camp of the Adenians.  At the back of the ledge was a small cave.  Actually, it barely could hold claim to such a lofty title.  It was an indentation into the rock no more than the length of a man’s body deep and just twice that wide.  While Kreya could almost stand straight up at the mouth of the cave, at the back it was not as high as a kneeling man. 

After taking a few minutes to enjoy the panoramic view from the cliff’s edge and to take a few deep breaths of the clean mountain air, Kreya bent to the work that he knew he must do to prepare for the ordeal that he was about to engage in.  Kreya untied the leather thongs that held his pack together and unrolled the bearskin that served as the bag and would also be his sleeping fur.  Kreya took from the unrolled pack the small amount of food it contained and stowed it as far back in the cave as he could then laid the bearskin near the rear of the cave.  Also contained in the bearskin were two wolf hides and a two leather bags.  In one bag were the tools that Kreya would need to start a fire along with a few things he may need here in his little camp.  The other contained ground-up fragrant herbs.  When burned in Kreya’s campfire the herbs would give off a very pleasant-smelling smoke that would help Kreya to get in touch with the ancestors.

While the journey up to this isolated place was difficult and the ordeal that he was about to face would be hard, Kreya’s heart was light.  The reason that he had made this journey and would fast here for three days was because his wife had recently given birth to a son.  Kreya was here to contact the ancestors whom the Adenians worshiped to seek their approval of his son and to be given a name for the child.  While Kreya gathered enough firewood to keep a small fire burning for three days he was happy for this was his first child and he was proud that it was a rather robust little boy.  Still, there was a small nagging worry in the back of Kreya’s mind.The ancestors did not always approve of a son or the warrior to whom it was born.  Some warriors were not able to contact the ancestors because that man was lacking in some way that the ancestors disapproved.  Sometimes the ancestors did appear to the warrior but did not give a name for the child.  This meant that the child would not survive its first winter.  So Kreya worried about his son, but felt confident that the ancestors would approve of him.

Kreya piled the firewood at the side of the ledge and then laid the two wolf hides one on top of the other near the pile and prepared a place in front of the wolf hides for a fire.  Kreya would sleep on the great bearskin in the back of the tent tonight and then when the sun rose tomorrow Kreya would sit on the wolf hides, build a small fire at the edge of the cliff and sit there for three days.  The pile of firewood was near enough at hand that he would not have to get up to add to his fire.  He would sleep a few hours each night in the cave but not until the moon which would be full tomorrow night, had reached its high point in the sky.  If the ancestors approved, he would have his vision on the third night as the moon was high, then on the fourth day Kreya would be able to eat to revive himself and then start the journey back to the summer camp.  As the sun began to set Kreya ate a bit of dried venison, drank some of his water and lay down for his last good night’s sleep for the next three days.

A Few Regrettable Words

A Few Regrettable Words

By John A. Wilson

From time to time, we all do things that we later regret, sometimes for years to come. The things that we regret may not have been done with any intent of malice toward the person that we hurt. Sometimes our most regrettable acts stem from something as simple as a few words spoken without thinking, and once said, our thoughtless words can haunt us for years. For many years now I have borne the burden of a few words spoken thoughtlessly.

In 1973, the war in Vietnam was finally drawing to a close. Richard Nixon had finally taken the necessary steps to end "Johnson’s Dirty Little War." Our troops were pulling out, slowly turning a losing battle over to the people who lived there. I was a young enlisted Marine, as gung-ho as they come. Like many young men I had an overly romanticized view of war, and no sense of my own mortality. I was anxious to get myself into the war before it was over. To me, the war represented a chance for glory. If I could just get over there before it was too late, I could come home a hero, admired by children and sought after by countless beautiful women. I knew nothing about the reality, the true horror of armed conflict. I was about to get a crash course.

The one thing that suddenly brings the reality of mortal combat crashing down on you is to find out that you are about to get sent into the heart of it. I will never forget the feeling I got when I first learned that I was going to Khe Sahn, it felt like my guts had suddenly turned to jelly. For those of you that have forgotten, Khe Sahn is the place where U.S. Marines were held under siege by the Viet Cong for several months. The communists predicted that Khe Sahn would end up just like Dien Bien Phu did back in the 50's, with the base overrun and the garrison wiped out. They forgot to take into account that there is a difference between U.S. Marines and French Paratroopers. The Marines held. Of course this was 1973, the siege had been broken long ago, but that name, Khe Sahn, still sent a shaft of fear through any Marine that heard it. I handled my fear in the finest tradition of Marine enlisted men; I talked loud and tough. An eighteen-year-old Marine Lance Corporal is not supposed to show fear.

Living conditions at Khe Sahn were, to say the least, austere. We lived in bunkers that we called "hootches." A hootch is a hole dug in the ground about 4 feet deep, around the hole, sandbags are stacked about 2 feet high, then a roof is built by laying timbers across the hole and covered with plywood, more sandbags are then stacked on top of the plywood until the timbers can hold no more weight. You never feel comfortable with the number of sandbags on your bunker. If you put enough of them on to make the bunker really shellproof, then the roof will collapse. You don’t want that to happen if you happen to be inside. A narrow trench angling down to the dirt floor provided access into the hootch. The dirt floor was covered with wooden pallets to help keep your feet out of the mud. Some of the hootches had plywood thrown over the palletts to keep the legs of your cot from falling into the cracks between the boards. This was a luxury enjoyed by officers and those crafty enough to steal a few sheets of plywood. There were, of course, no windows in the hootch. The hootches were built to protect you during a mortar attack. A window would have defeated the purpose.

Shower facilities were a little primitive and were placed a minimum of 100 yards from the nearest hootch. They claim that this was for sanitary reasons, but I think it was just another way to mess with the enlisted men. You look pretty ridiculous hot-footing it out to the shower tent wearing a towel around your waist, shower shoes on your feet and a helmet on your head. The point of this is that not everyone took a shower every day. Now, the bunkers being built below ground level did help some toward enduring the heat and humidity of Southeast Asia, but with 8 to 10 unwashed bodies living in that unventilated, cramped space, the air could be a little hard to take. Sometimes to escape the fetid air in the hooch I would crawl up on top of it and sleep. The temperature at night was almost bearable, sometimes.

There were only six of us in our little unit. We were Detachment, 3rd FSR, which means that were a small detachment from our parent unit, 3rd Force Service Regiment. 3rd FSR was a maintenance unit stationed on Okinawa. We were mainly engineers and mechanics whose job was to keep the equipment of the 3rd Marine Division operating properly. When we were detached from our parent unit, we were supposed to go to Camp Fuji, Japan. Since we were such a small unit, we were ordered to board ship with an infantry unit that was headed to Camp Fuji for cold weather training. Halfway to Japan some genius decided that we needed a few more grunts in Khe Sahn to help cover the pull-out. I think that they forgot that we were on board. That’s how Det. 3rd FSR got sent to Viet Nam by mistake. We all didn’t make it back, one of us never even made it ashore. But that’s another story.

It’s been a lot of years ago and, sadly, I’ve forgotten some of the names, but I’ll never forget the faces. Sergeant Granger was NCO of the detail, he was a bit odd, but he was all we had. There was PFC Williams, short, ebony skin, built like a tank, a welder by Military Occupational Specialty (MOS), I don’t remember ever seeing him when he wasn’t smiling. Kelly was a big Pennsylvania Irish, a good man to have at your back in a brawl, believe me-I know. Eddie Franks, from Chicago, one of the best friends I had during my years in the Marine Corps. He was the one who didn’t make it ashore alive. Then there was Pvt. Blaire. I never did learn his first name, we just called him Blaire, that seemed to be enough. Blaire was a truck driver, you couldn’t help but like him, but he was a little dense even by Marine standards. He didn’t have a lot to say most of the time, and you had to keep what conversation you had with him pretty simple, but he was a good man. He worked hard at anything you asked him to do. He was convinced that I was some kind of a genius because he overheard me explaining a rather complicated electronics problem to Franks while we were still on board ship, and he took everything I said literally. I guess he thought that I was not capable of being wrong. That fact slipped my mind once; I’ve regretted it ever since.

The Marines tend to use terms that were outdated a century ago, for instance, the "Smoking Lamp." There is no longer a lamp that tells us when it is permissible to smoke or not. The word is simply passed, "The smoking lamp is lit," meaning smoking is permitted or, "The smoking lamp is out," meaning that it is not. Everyone knew that, after dark, "the smoking lamp was out" outside of the bunkers. The glowing end of a lit cigarette can be seen for several hundred yards in the dark. That’s a pretty good target for a V.C. sniper.

One night I was lying on top of my bunker when I became aware of the fact that someone was climbing up there with me. Even in the dark I knew who it was just by the way he moved and the silhouette that he made. It was Pvt. Blaire.

"What’s up, Wilson?" he asked

"Not much," I answered, "just relaxing."

Blaire stretched out on the sandbags beside me. "Been pretty quiet tonight?" he asked.

"Haven’t heard a thing all night."

Blaire was quiet for a while.

"Do you think there’s any of them out there tonight?" he asked. Blaire always seemed to be bothered by the fact that someone might be watching him. Especially since that someone probably had a gun pointed at him.

"You never know," I told him. "Why don’t you stand up and light a smoke to find out."

"Alright." Blaire said as he scrambled to his feet.

I had forgotten that he took everything I said literally. Too late I realized what he was doing. A match flared, illuminating Blaire’s face. I tried to reach up and grab him to pull him down, but I was too late. The unmistakable sound of a 7.62mm round splitting the air cracked above my head. Blaire collapsed on top of me. I pulled him to me. The round had caught him dead center in the chest.

Blaire whispered to me, "Yeah, they’re out there."

Then the light seemed to go out of Blaire’s eyes. I wanted to scream, to shoot back, anything. But there was nothing I could do for Blaire. My thoughtless words had cost Blaire his life.

Dream, Dreamer, Dream

Dream, Dreamer, Dream
By John A. Wilson

Dream, dreamer, dream
Imagine what you can do
Dream, dreamer, dream
For dreamers there are too few

Dream, dreamer, dream
A new dream every day
Dream, dreamer, dream
Dream bigger than words can say

You cannot do a thing
That first you cannot dream
So to be your very best
Dream, dreamer, dream

The Execution

The Execution
By John A. Wilson

I kneel upon the platform
And lay my head upon the block
Today my life is over
With the crowing of the cock

Just a few more moments left
To make my peace with God
Tonight and nights forevermore
I'll molder `neath the sod

I bare my neck now to the axe
And prepare to be laid low
And for the last time in this life
I hear the rooster crow

The Price of Greatness

The Price of Greatness
By John A. Wilson

Set your sights on that distant star
That shines so brightly in your sky
Work toward it with all your might
For you can never dream too high

But dreaming isn't sufficient
If it's greatness you desire
Greatness takes hard work and sweat
And in your heart a raging fire.

For greatness, a toll it will extract
That must be paid each day
And the higher the greatness you achieve
The greater the price you must pay

The Bell

The Bell
By John A. Wilson


The bell, the bell,
I don't think I can answer the bell.
I've taken punches left and right
And I don't think I can answer the bell.

The bell, the bell,
I don't think I can answer the bell.
I need to get up, get back in the fight,
But I don't think I can answer the bell.

The bell, the bell,
I don't think I can answer the bell
My trainer stands ready to throw in the towel
In case I can't answer the bell.

The bell, the bell
I don't think I can answer the bell.
A lot of people are counting on me
I have to answer the bell.

My ears are ringing my vision blurred
Oh Lord, I must answer the bell
My knees are shaking my arms are weak
But I stand to answer the bell.

This fight may be lost
I may not have a chance
But by God,
I answered that bell.

Freedom

Freedom
By John A. Wilson

To worship my God in the way that I chose
To publicly speak my mind as I will
To print whatever I feel is the news
And earn my keep according to my skill

To travel when and wherever I may
To be judged by a jury of my peers
To vote as I wish on Election Day
To choose the music that falls on my ears.

These freedoms are but a few that we know
In this country that I call home
Where our freedom has been allowed to grow
And people are free to settle or roam

But freedom is such an uneasy thing
And the price oft-times is war's ugly sting

Primal Fear

Primal Fear
John A. Wilson

My heart beats a tattoo inside my chest
My breath becomes short, respiration rapid
Sweat pours from my forehead
My mind becomes foggy
All rational thought stops
I want to run
But there is nothing to run from
An no where to run to
And the hardest part is
Trying to figure out what I'm afraid of

Hell

Hell
By John A. Wilson

I once could imagine the depths of hell
With all of its horror, torment and pain
For all of the souls who therein do dwell
Forever condemned to the devil's reign

But now of myself I am not so sure
As I sit here and try to contemplate
Just what those denizens there must endure
Once they have gone through that terrible gate

I thought I knew what real suffering was
But now I see how little I did know
I deceived myself as everyone does
Whenever we think that hell is just so

For hell is beyond imagination
Regardless the depth of contemplation

Everyday Heroes

Everyday Heroes
By John A. Wilson

Today like every day you put on that uniform
You can not know what today may bring
But ready you stand to take on come what may
The health and safety of our country depends on you
And you accept the responsibility even at your own peril
It matters not what uniform you wear
Be it military, police, fire or paramedic
Whether or not you ever hear a shot fired in anger
Rest assured, a hero you are.

Word Art

Word Art
By John A. Wilson

With lined paper for a canvas
And a pencil for a brush
Letters are my tubes of paint
My palate is my mind

Like a painter mixing colors
To create the perfect hue
I combine the letters together
To turn the perfect phrase.

My pen chisels away the unnecessary
To find the truth beneath
As a sculptor wears the marble away
To reveal the sculpture within

I use my words as building blocks
To build joy, suspense or romance
As an architect uses mortar and brick
To erect a magnificent edifice

Art is not confined to marble and paint
Or buildings and structures strong
Art exists in the mind's own eye
With none more beautiful than words

Complexity

Complexity
By John A. Wilson



Here sit I with pen in hand
Trying to explain what I don't understand
I don't know why I feel this way
Or why on my heart such burdens lay
I don't know what has brought me down
Or why on my face you see such a frown
The doctor says these pills will help
My friends say try this tropical kelp
But truth be known, no one understands
They say my happiness is in my hands
But the human mind is a complex thing
And from the brain strange things can spring
In my mind lies a living hell
And a raging storm I can never quell
So don't waste time trying to figure out
This thing that you know nothing about
Don't think that you can take away
The pain that I live with everyday
All you can do is love and care
And say for me a little prayer

The Sea

The Sea
By John A. Wilson

Storms will rise and gale force winds will blow
Waves will crash that can wash you overboard
Care must be used to best the windy foe
Though skill and nerve and trusting in the Lord.

Days there will be when there's no wind at all
Boredom sets in and your eye may wander
`Till another ship may hold you in thrall
Beware of the intrigue that you ponder.

Most days your sails will be filled with fair winds
The sea that you sail will be smooth and sweet
And with everyday problems you'll contend
With gentle hands on the tiller and sheet.

With love you can handle any weather
As you navigate life's seas together.

Our Guardian Heroes

Our Guardian Heroes
By John A. Wilson

I'll admit they aren't perfect
But can you say that you are?
They drive around all day
In a very conspicuous way.

You think all they ever do
Is hassle the likes of you
You never stop to consider that it is
Because of some of the things you do.

It's true our streets aren't safe
There seems to be crime everywhere
But can you imagine what it would be
If they were not even there.

You are free to go about your life
And do what you wish to do
Confident that you are protected
By the heroes in khaki and blue.

Dirty Old Man

I've never written a limerick before, but this one just came to me this morning.

Dirty Old Man
by John A. Wilson

There once was a dirty old man
Who thought he had a wonderful plan
He had a quick fling
With a pretty young thing
And wound up five years in the can.

Journey Through the Heart

Journey through the heart
By John A. Wilson

Freedom won at the point of a sword
Is expressed by the point of my pen
The joys and sorrows of all my days
I express just the way they have been

From the joy of a bounding puppy
To the pain caused by Cupid's sharp dart
I pour it all fourth onto paper
And every work is straight from my heart

My Faded Rose

My Faded Rose
By John A. Wilson


The petals of the rose are wilted now
The heavy hand of time has left its mark
The once-proud head begins to stoop and bow
The bright red petals are now turning dark.

The bright green leaves are now drawn and curling
The thorns once so sharp, have now lost their edge
The beauty lost, the flag now furling
Their undying love no one stands to pledge.

I could have kept the rose just like it was
Pressed `tween the leaves of some forgotten book
Freeze it in time like a botanist does
Its soul would be dead but not its new look

But my love's still strong for the fading rose
With all her aches and pains and aging woes.

Thank You, My Friend

Thank you, my friend
By John A. Wilson

A simple little gesture
Probably meant little to you
But it meant the world to me
Such a wonderful thing to do.

Today my spirits were really low
My ego had taken a blow
But you made me feel much better
With just a simple hello.

You could have walked on by
And not taken the time to speak
You made the choice to spend some time
When I was feeling down and weak.

I won't forget that little kindness
That you paid in your sweet way
And I vow to show my appreciation
With a similar gesture each day.